SOLITARY ... NUMB....!!!

This is d phrase compltly describing ME..!!
bt no regrets....
ths z wt i wntd..
hs z wt i DESERVE...!!

"everythng wht z hppng at ths momwnt z d choices u've made in PAST.."

so.. my past deeds r rspnsbl 4 my so clld..GIFT--PRESENT.!
i hv no bdy arund me.. excpt ths..
bt m HAPPY ths way...
jst lv my DiARy...



bt d thng tht strikes my mind is... tht i ws nt ths b4...!
i ws d 1 whu cared 4 evry1 arnd me...
i ws hurt if smbdy cried..
i ws glad if smbdy smiled..
i'd thnk evryway possible 2 cherish a MOMENT ... so tht it culd b added 2 my SWEET MEMORIES..

nw wt hppnd..?
y m i feelingles..?
no hopes fr myself... nt evn fr future..(I'M such a *****)
no expctn frm odrs...!

i cn c..i cn smell..i cn hear.. i cn tuch... bt i vn nt FEEL..!
ths is so nt ME..!!
i m debilitated.. n dnt knw who 2 blame.?
n dnt knw do i really wnt 2 blame...?

i wntd 2 add each LOVING MEMORY 2 my LIFE'S POT... as ths final sem is abt 2 ovr.. n ths tym will nt cm bk...
bt i ve turned myself exactly opposite...!!

i relly dnt care if my frnz still LOVE meor hve strtd HATING me...
i m nt cncrnd 4 any FRIEND arnd me...
i dnt knw wt hs hppnd 2 me..?


do i need 2 c sm1..??
or i m ALL FYN..?

lets c.. whr does LIFE tk me..??
evrythng in ur hand..ALMIGHTY..
bless me..
shailey..!

LOVE IS IN THE AIR......

Today is 10 feb 2010.. and ys the essence of love is in the air....
You cn feel it...
you cn smell it...
Bt u cn nt see it.. cuz luv is smthng tht cn nt b seen bt only b felt...!!
Luv is pure.!!
Luv is pious..!!
The feeling f luv fr smbdy is jst nxt 2 god....!!
be it the love fr ur dear lil sister, mum, dad or ur own LOVE...!!!


Ths season of luv brings d feeing of joy, happiness and a cheerful mood in every individual whu cn realise wht luv is...??

According 2 bible...

"Love is patient, Love is kind...
Love is not jealous, it doesn't brag & is not proud...
Love is not rude & is not selfish...
.... & doesn't become angry easily...
Love dsnt remember wrng done against it...
Love is nt happy with evil, but is happy with truth..
Love bears all things.... believes all thing .. hopes all thing...
LOVE NEVER FAILS..!!!!"

bt y m i writing all ths stff..??

a vry gud frnd of mine has just discovered the LOVE of his/her (i won't disclose ;) ) lyf. bt the thng z it z a lil dffclt fr my frnd to figure actual things out.....

however i myself dn't lyk hw guys n gals get out tgthr these days...... bt i simply respect d "feeling of LOVE.."
i love "FEELING OF LOVE...."
i love red roses, a true symbol of LOVE..!!


so jst wanna wish my frnd.... all d vry bst nd may god bless my friend in realising d actual thngs..

i could nt coNvey my msg... thts y i'm taking ur help..(dear blog..!!)


so all u thr...
jst 4 days fr the Valentines Day...
the day fr lovers.. true lovers...
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..
HAPPY LOVE DAY..!!!!

koi deewana kehta hai..

so anthr post...
ths s frm my old pages...
m talking abt.. dr. kumar vishwas.. a vry famus poet...
with damn gud poems....
he visitd our cmpus in our annual fest..KOLAAHAL'08..
n ths poem(actlly shayari) z evry1s fav..(mine 2..;) )
it says abt d sweet love one still admires... evn aftr.. dat love hs gone...
ull also lyk it..(vry close 2 my heart)....,

title: koi deewana kehta hai.....
Koi deewana khta hai,koi pagal samjhta hai,
magar dharti ki bechaini ko bas badal samjhta hai.
mai tjhse dur kaisi hun tu mjhse dur kaisi hai,
ye tera dil samjhta hai ya mera dil samjhta hai.

Mohabbat 1 ehsaso ki pawan si kahani hai,
kabhi kabira deewana tha kabhi meera deewani hai.
yaha sb log khte hai meri akhon me aansu hai.
jo tu samjhe to moti hai jo na samjhe to pani hai.

Swayam se dur ho tm bi,swayam se dur hai hm bi.
bahut mashrur ho tm bi,bahut mashrur hai hm bi.
bade magrur ho tm bi,bade magrur hai hm bi.
atah majbur ho tm bi,atah majbur hai hm bi.

Mai uska hun,wo is ehsas se inkar karta hai.
bhari mahfil me ruswa,mjhe har bar karta hai.
yakin hai sari duniya ko,khafa hai mjhse wo lekin
mjhe malum hai phir bi, mjhi se pyar karta hai.

Jo dil haara hua ho, uspe adhikar kyu krna
Panaho mein jo aaye, uspr vaar kya karna
Muhabbat ka maza to dubne ki kashmakash mein hai
Jo ho malum gehraai, to dariya paar kya krna


Bhrawar koi kumudni pr machal betha to hungama
Humare dil m koi khwab pal betha to hungama
Abhi tk dubkr sub sunte the kissa muhabbat ka
Main kisse ko haqiqt mein badal betha to hungama.

Samandr peer ka hai andar, magar ro nhi skta
Ye aansu pyaar ka moti hai isko kho nhi skta
Meri chahat ko dulhan bana lena , magar sun le
Jo mera ho nhi paya wo tera ho nhi skta

Bahut bikhra bahut toota thapede seh nahi paaya,
Hawaaon ke ishaaron par magar main beh nahi paaya,
Adhoora an suna hi reh gaya youn pyaar ka kissa,
Kabhi tum sun nahi paaye, kabhi main keh nahin paaya

Main jab bhi tez chalta hoon nazaare choot jate hain,
Koi jab roop gadhta hoon to saanche toot jate hain,
Main rota hoon to aakar log kandha thap thapate hain,
Main hasta hoon to mujhse log aksar rooth jate hain

sazi hai khushnuma mehfil sabhi dildaar bethe hain
jidhar dekho udhar hi ishq ke bimar bethe hain
hanseeno ki adaon pe sabhi dil haar bethe hain
hazaron mar-mite aur sekron tayaar bethe hain.

so my frst post ....
umm..
ryt nw i m listening to avrils song...liking ths song pretty much...
i think i've read these lyrics on my frnz notebuk as well....
it says.. y..??
very beautiful question....
not bcz i lyk this sng.. bt bcz... this is a question life alwz asks..???
so... here z d lyrics of ths song....
i hope u lyk it also.....:)


Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why



:)